Tarnished Reality… Glorious Light

Its Christmas time and I am struggling with a bruised and battered heart.  As the season unfolds; my thinking bounces around… from the hurts of my past – to my inadequacy in the present – to the uncertainty of my future.  I run a gauntlet of thoughts that recount my failures… point out my broken relationships… remind me of all that is lost.

I’m struck by how our culture’s “Christmas decorum” is entrenched in my thinking. Images of Christmas perfection are projected unto the screen in my head.  While I cower among shadowy accusers… fingers point at me and then at the screen; voices call out and compare my tarnished reality with the angelic rejoicing I see there. I find myself trying to inject sparkle, glimmer and glitz in an effort to oust the darkness that has settled in my heart.

The battle is real… it rages quietly under the surface as I plan our family gathering, shop for presents and decorate my home.  It’s not new… or profound… or uncommon.  That’s why, in the middle of this season of joy I’m sharing with you the struggle within.

Because…

This Christmas, God is doing what God does… sending Jesus time and time again into my life to be the light that pierces the darkness of my thinking. He sends Jesus through my precious husband and son and daughters and through sisters in Christ who listen… and pray with me and for mBright lights with mangere.  He sends Jesus through his Word that speaks the truth I need to hear.

What do I need to hear in the midst of this Christmas struggle?

Jesus comes to me even when I am cowering in the darkness.  He shows me that tenderness and love overcomes offense and failure every time.  His poverty and frailty exposes the ugly pride and gaudy excesses that the devil uses to destroy me.  There is nothing more tender and helpless than a newborn baby.  He doesn’t point to a false perfection… He gently and tenderly heals and reshapes my broken heart.  God uses the birth of a baby to scatter my accusers and bring me into His glorious light!

A Prayer

Thank you Father for the gift of your son Jesus. You have fought the devils lies and accusations with the mighty force of a frail and tiny baby.  His light defeats the darkness… His comfort heals my broken heart… His love restores my soul.  All Glory to the newborn King!

Stepping Stones… Revealing God’s Plan

“Lord, your word says you have a plan for me… a good plan… for my good and to give me a hope for my future.  Lord, what is that plan?  What does it look like exactly and how and when will I see it fulfilled in my life?  I want to know Lord!  I thought I knew Lord… I thought when I stepped out and started that business, or when I got involved in that ministry, or when I married my husband and we started our family that I was doing what you planned and that it would definitely lead me to a future filled with hope and joy.  But God, now I’m not so sure.  I look around and my current life doesn’t look like what I expected… we’ve lost the business, the gift and talent you placed in me hasn’t been fulfilled in ministry; my husband and I are uncertain about our future.  What is happening God?  How can I know I’m following your path… your plan?”

I recently said a prayer that sounded very much like this.  It was closely followed by several conversations with women who were asking themselves and God the exact same questions… each of us struggling with uncertainty; struggling with the pain of disappointment over the past; struggling with big questions about our future.  God’s grace and His word speak truth in response to our heart felt questions…

The struggle happens when I view God’s plan as a specific role, position or achievement in life that, once reached, will somehow secure my future.  I want an “X marks the spot” and a map of how to get there.  I want God to specify my job or my ministry, where I live, who I marry or how many children I have.  Now, I know absolutely that God knew all those specifics about my life long before I was born… but still, they do not constitute God’s plan.

  • From the moment I turn my back on my old life God’s plan is for me to participate in the life of Jesus.

God’s plan is to renew my mind; mold my heart and transform my life into the glory of His son… Jesus Christ.  God’s plan is not a destination but a moment by moment journey.  Are there specifics along the way?  Sure there are… but they are not the goal or the thing by which God brings us into His kingdom.  The picture here is of Jesus leading and directing me on His path; where He goes… I go.  What He does… I do.

  • Jesus lives in me… I want to build on what I have been given.

Everything that goes into God’s plan for my life; into pleasing God, is given to me as I get to know Gargrave_stepping_stonesJesus personally and intimately.   God has laid stepping stones that clearly show me His path.  Jesus leads me… one step at a time.  And as He shows me what to do He also shows me how to do it… what my heart attitude needs to be.  As I walk along with Jesus I imitate Him… honesty – displayed in my business dealings, gentleness and patience – shared with my family, strength – shown to the doctors in the hospital, trust – when I lose my job, my retirement and my home.  Jesus teaches me to add to my faith… the qualities that enhance my effectiveness in sharing Him with those around me.  God’s plan for me starts the moment I surrender my life to Jesus and continues as I increasingly participate in His life and in His character.

  • Looking at my circumstances… focusing on my feelings… hanging on to what I expect or want life to look like means I lose sight of God’s direction for today.

It’s easy for me to blindly go through my day oblivious to the fact that Jesus wiped all my sins off the books and that he holds nothing against me that will separate me from heaven.  My perspective becomes narrow and my focus is on me… no rejoicing in my salvation, no thankfulness for Jesus… sometimes I just want what I want, when I want it.  That’s why it is so important that I commit my day to the Lord in prayer first… early in the morning… before I start anything else.  He gently reminds me of His presence and His everlasting love for me.  He infuses my spirit with His Spirit through His Word.  Jesus takes up His position… He leads, I follow.

  • Do what God sets before me to do today.

What I do today is not insignificant, not good enough or a waste of time. It is where God has me for today.  God doesn’t waste anything!  The way I conduct myself with my family, in my job and out in the community is important!  Jesus is always teaching me something… warm friendliness, passionate patience, sure determination, gentle acceptance, and generous love… these are the character traits that lead to excellence and integrity.  They are what I learn from Jesus when I participate in His life in and through me.

  • Find joy in the moment… no day will pass without my experiencing the life of Jesus within me.

I realize that with each moment comes an opportunity to take my time with what I am doing, time to explore and get the most out of whatever it is.  It is all important, and the joy of seeking and hearing the voice of the Lord in the moment fills me.  In Christ I avoid the trap of thinking that what I do today is the only thing that determines where I will be down the road.  It is “a” step… not “the” step.  Sometimes I put so much focus on individual situations that I either try too hard to do it perfectly or I get overwhelmed at its importance, get discouraged and quit.

  • Jesus keeps moving forward… He doesn’t stop and He doesn’t look back.

Do what God sets before me to do tomorrow and each day thereafter. When I look back I focus on my failures or miss-steps.  Jesus says, “Keep going.”  If I stop I guarantee much time will be wasted… He tells me to stick with Him.  I’m on firm footing, solid ground; a path leading through my circumstances, no matter what they are.  With these qualities growing in my life, He will use them to mature and complete me… according to His plan.

 Scripture: 2 Peter 1: 3-10

 A Prayer

 Father thank you that your plan for my life is for me to fully participate in the life of Jesus!  You have given me everything I need for a godly life through Jesus when He called me by his own glory and goodness.  My hearts desire is to increasingly walk in His character.  Every step I take with Jesus is an opportunity to add to my faith… goodness, knowledge, self-control, perseverance, godliness, mutual affection and love in increasing measure.  These are the things that bring peace and joy in the midst of my days, despite my trails and oblivious to my failures.  I thank you Father, the in Jesus I will not stumble on your path… I see your plan for my life fulfilled!

 

House on a Rock

I love Wyoming, especially the area around Green River and Rock Springs.  It is high389229_395b_1024x2000 desert, 6000 feet above sea level.  It is dominated by wide expanses of sage brush and rock, as rough a terrain as any you find in the United States. It’s dry, dusty and windy… completely gray/brown for eleven months of the year.  There are many miles of high desert that are uninhabited.  Visitors are constantly warned not to venture off the road, in fact they advise never traveling without a provision of water, extra warm clothing and other survival supplies – even when you stay on the roadway.  It is wise to heed the warning… cell phones are of no use across the Wyoming range.

Yet there is a beauty and majesty in the midst of this place.  A marvelous herd of wild horses roam freely, their coats gleaming in the sun when you come upon them.  Deer, antelope, elk and other animals find both water and sustenance on this seemingly barren terrain.  They graze on the sage brush and shelter in the ravines and rocky cliffs beside towering buttes. In fact they not only survive… they thrive!  No matter how inhospitable and lonely the Wyoming range may be… God’s creation is cared for.

All of us experience dry, windswept, lonely times in our life.  As I pray for the women I personally share the Word with each day I am acutely aware that each one needs the living water and sustenance that can only be in Jesus Christ.  Some are raising young children; some have an illness or injury that they struggle with across the terrain of their day; a few have suffered great loss recently; some are quiet, strong women who graze on God’s Word and seek to drink in His life giving presence so they can overflow into the lives of those around them; some are searching for a deeper, more meaningful, and more “real” relationship with Jesus as they are just starting out on their journey across the wilderness of life.

  • One thing…

Although many things are needed to survive the high desert there is really only one thing that is absolutely crucial – water!  Water is the vital necessity that, if you are caught, broke down on the range; your survival would depend on it.  Jesus is that one thing in all our lives, He is our living water.  First, it is necessary to surrender to Him as Lord; then we need complete dependence on Him and on His Word. All the tasks of the day; the difficulties in our relationships; the rough decisions; the feelings of inadequacy or rejection – they all expend tremendous energy and require sustenance.  Have you sat and drank deeply of God’s Word before venturing out and tucked a verse in your pocket to drink from all day long?

  • Beauty in the wilderness

God takes the harsh, rocky and windswept days of our lives and causes them to blossom.  There is nothing more beautiful than an ocean of sage brush in bloom!  It is purple across the range with a sharp, poignant smell.  Steve and I once came upon a magnificent stallion standing at the ridge of a huge valley… ears perked and muscles tense and rippled beneath his gleaming coat.  Possibly the perfect mount for Jesus when He returns.  My heart pounds with anticipation at the thought of that day.  So too, God gives us beauty in the midst of our struggles.  Jesus gives us strength and fortitude when we have none.  He sends the love and comfort of friends when we are weakest, ripples of laughter to sustain our joy, peace and quiet that can only be found in the wilderness.  Do you see the beauty of the Lord today?

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The tiny figure is my son Jack, the valley drops off hundreds of feet below him.

To live at a higher elevation means to live in rougher terrain.  It also means to experience the awesome power of God to carry us through the wilderness and shelter us from harm.  Along the sides of ravines all across the Wyoming high desert are outcroppings of rock… towering hundreds of feet above the valleys below.  Once, when my son Jack was visiting us in Wyoming we stopped our truck atop White Mountain to see the view of Green River far below.  Jack decided to climb one of these outcroppings.  I could barely watch… he says it was the scariest thing he ever did in his life… also the most magnificent.  I thank the Lord for his safety that day!  But with Jesus we can dwell… that means we live each day… atop just such an outcropping.  We can live high above the valley… and it is the safest place in the world.   Jesus is the rock we can depend on; drink from; rest in His shelter.

Psalm 27:4-5 NIV

 One thing I ask of the Lord, this is what I seek: that I may dwell in the house of the Lord all the days of my life, to gaze upon the beauty of the Lord and to seek him in his temple.  For in the day of trouble he will keep me safe in his dwelling; he will hide me in the shelter of his tabernacle and set me high upon a rock.

What an awesome picture of what it means to life in the presence of God through Jesus.  Have you allowed Him to take you out of the valley and set you high upon His rock?

A prayer

 Father God I ask that I may dwell in your house, in your presence today and everyday.  I will seek you with all my heart… in all my decisions… for you wisdom and guidance… for all my needs.  My heart pounds with the joy of living my life atop the rock that is your son Jesus.  That He may be glorified in and through my life.

Please feel free to contact me by completing the “prayer request” form or the “contact me” form.  Both are confidential and are not posted on the webpage but are emailed directly to me.  You may indicate if you would like an email response from me.  Or… you can simply add a public comment below and post it to this blog.

Discover Your Core

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I never thought I would have one of these but… I have a personal trainer.  Several months ago I began a physical fitness program.  At the time I started I was in pain throughout my body, had terrible balance, even the motion and effort required for everyday activities challenged me.  My poor condition was the effects of an old injury, an auto-immune disease and overall poor physical fitness.  I was desperate to feel better and I finally faced the fact that I needed to take a hard look at my physical fitness if I was ever going to see physical change take place. From the first day my trainer has told me… “It all starts with your core!”

I found out what he meant when I started the workouts.  I discovered my core… the abdominal muscles at the center of my body.  These muscles, when fit and strong, stabilize my spine; enable me to keep my balance; ensure that I move properly and protect me from injury.  Right from the beginning the exercises required me to use those core muscles.  I was constantly challenged by them… the exercises were uncomfortable.  The possibility of further pain or injury made me anxious… my trainer validated my nervousness and encouraged me to continue the exercise.  He told me to do them consistently, diligently and with a constant awareness to use proper form.  I finally decided that it doesn’t matter how I feel about the exercises… I just do them.  The result has been slow, steady improvement.

Just as my physical fitness stems from my core muscles, my spiritual fitness stems from my core beliefs.  When emotional pain and stress escalates my assurance of God’s promises wane; doubt and fear come in.  I get desperate for change in my life.  Three core beliefs must be strong to allow change to take place despite my feelings and circumstances!  I must decide what I believe in my heart!

  • I must decide to believe that “God is.”

As simple as this may sound – It is easy for me to give mental agreement to God out of habit, or fear or the fact that I have heard about him since I was a child.  However at my core I must decide that God exists, that He is real and no matter how I feel I refuse to let go of that certainty.

  • I must decide that “God doesn’t lie.”

Before Jesus, I had never in my life experienced someone who didn’t lie to me.  I had learned to lie too… for my own protection and then simply to get my own way.  I assumed everyone lied.  But for the Word of God to mean anything to me I need to believe at my core that God does not lie.  Only then I can take all the lies I hear… I’m not good enough; it’s never going to get any better… lies that steal my joy and peace – and replace them with God’s truth.  His word, His promises, everything He says I am is true.

  • I must decide that “God is good.”

There are times when my feelings all scream at me that this last one isn’t true… how could it be with everything that has happened to me in my life?  When I first surrendered my life to Jesus I was frightened and alone. (Life Saving Truth)  Yet deep inside I had a glimmer of something that said, “God is good.”  I didn’t understand where it came from and didn’t spend time trying to analysis it.  I just decided to believe it. We all have a glimmer of the goodness of God… He’s in sunsets, oceans and stars.  At the core of our hearts we must decide that God is good!

Those decisions to believe God still get challenged daily and I make those same decisions over and over again!  When I falter in them I struggle and my feelings grow monstrously dangerous.  Exposing my core to things that strengthen it can be uncomfortable – downright painful at times.  The awesome thing is that when I do I expose the lies that keep me from God.  Then, I can replace them with the truth!

When I settle on those three decisions I have a rock solid foundation.  I believe that what it means to surrender my life to Jesus is that Jesus is actually alive within me and He is Lord of my life.  From that foundation I begin to set my feelings aside and seek what I need from God… through His Word, through prayer and through the comfort and counsel of other Christians.  I begin to experience the goodness of God.  My core beliefs keep me stable and balanced… able to move forward as His loved and cherished child… not necessarily because I feel that way but because He says that is who I am.  The decision in my heart, to believe God, is my core.

Everything that happens in your life requires the same core beliefs.  Exposing your core to things that strengthen it can be uncomfortable – downright painful at times.  I want to validate your feelings and bring a measure of comfort and encouragement.  I also want to encourage you to discover your core.  Ask yourself in the midst of the struggles… What do I believe about God?

If you are struggling with any or all of these core beliefs, please feel free to contact me by completing the “prayer request” form or the “contact me” form.  Both are confidential and are not posted on the webpage but are emailed directly to me.  You may indicate if you would like an email response from me.  Or… you can simply add a comment below and post it to this blog.

A Prayer

 Thank you Father that I am who you say I am… your precious daughter in Christ Jesus.  Thank you that I can seek answers to my struggles and trials; wisdom for my everyday life; and comfort for the pain and turmoil this life holds at times.  Thank you Father – your Word brings peace to my heart.  I have decided to believe that everything you say is true and good.  Thank you Father for Jesus… he is the strength at my core! 

Scripture: Hebrews 6:18; Hebrews 11:6; Romans 10:9-10

Life Saving Truth

Have you ever felt like you were losing your grip on life? I found myself hanging precariously, my grip strained and my heart pounding, on the verge of plummeting even to my death.  There were times I struggled to find a moment of peace within my heart.  I was without hope and sat in utter confusion and despair.  I was severely depressed and although I hesitate to reveal this… my mind was trained on only one thing… the act of suicide.    God has a lot to say about losing our grip.  In fact he tells us repeatedly to do exactly the opposite.  God tells us to hold fast!  I pray you are not in this place of despair… yet we all can relate to this in some measure.  When our hands start to slip, when our arms get weak and when our hearts are heavy… God says, “Hold fast my child” to the hope that is in Christ!

  • Share your life… you never know what God will do with it.

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    Fabia and I ~ thirty years later

I was 30 years old and committed to the psych ward in our local hospital for the 3rd time in 1 ½ years.  Each time I had spent 5-6 weeks in the hospital, away from my family.  My children were 8, 6 and 18 months old. My young husband was ill equipped to deal with me and was often frustrated and angry. My only other family was my mother who lived in Hawaii.  I had not seen her in 12 years.  I felt the most alone I had ever been!

Then a young woman who was my next door neighbor came to visit me on the psych unit.  I barely knew her really, and I was shocked to see her.  I knew that I was drawn to her but couldn’t say why at the time.  She was warm and loving and completely non-judgmental.  I knew she was a Christian but she didn’t preach at me or scold me. The biggest thing she did for me was validate how I was feeling… she acknowledged that I was hurt, alone, scared and frustrated and that my reasons for feeling that way were understandable and real.  She would just sit and listen and give me a hug and then say a prayer – nothing long and preachy… just simple and heart felt.  One visit she told me I needed Jesus as my Lord and I prayed with her to surrender my life to Him.  It was still not real to me even after the prayer.

  • Share God’s Word… it holds the power of life itself.

The same visit my neighbor left me a little pamphlet with scripture at the top of each page and a short commentary below.  I was raised in church and I had heard scripture read at services my entire life.  I had never opened a Bible on my own.  I didn’t have one at the time.   Making the connection between scripture and what I was feeling and experiencing was completely foreign to me.

When I received that pamphlet I was on suicide watch in lock-up on the unit, sitting on a bed with paper sheets and wearing paper pajamas.  One scripture seemed like it jumped off the page at me.  It was 2nd Timothy 1:7… For God has not given us a spirit of fear, but of power and of love and of a sound mind.  Not all versions say “sound mind” but that pamphlet did.  I read that and right away said to myself, that is what I want!  A sound mind!  I knew fear… I could feel fear in every fiber of my body at that very moment.  I knew powerlessness… I had never been so powerless in my entire life!  As far as love was concerned I wanted to be loved but I was convinced I was unlovable.  Still… I thought I might live without love if I could just have a sound mind.

  • Hold fast to your hope in Christ!

Then… the crucial part to all of this took place.  I decided to believe that scripture!  I decided to believe that God was going to give me a sound mind… I didn’t know how but I decided I was going to find out.  I thought I might ask my neighbor for a little help, at least I felt a tiny bit safe with her.  I knew that the first thing I needed to do was get out of lock-up and then off the unit and back to my husband and children.  I took that scripture and I clung to the life saving truth it held!  I read and reread it.  God’s Word was working in my mind and heart that allowed change to take place despite my feelings and circumstances!

It’s hard to hold on in life.  To “hold fast” is all about what we hang on to… and has little to do with our own effort and energy.   It requires action on our part.  In this case I read and reread 2 Timothy 1:7 until it became a part of me.   Once we reach out… God’s faithfulness takes over.  God took one verse and with it he refocused my mind and calmed my heart.  Since that time He has done the same thing over and over again in my life.  Yes… holding fast requires action on our part.  We need to be deliberate about doing this simple sounding suggestion because too often the effort to do it seems huge.  But here’s the amazing grace in it… as you stretch out your hand and heart towards Him, Jesus is already there with his strength and victory.  When it seems like you are losing your grip… HOLD FAST!

A Prayer

 Thank you Father for your faithfulness, love and mercy toward me.  You reached out your hand and held me from destruction; you nurtured me and kept me safe.  Your word is truth.  Help me to seek your word, your wisdom and guidance in every situation and circumstance in my life.  Thank you for placing others in my life, they give comfort and love in just the right measure. Thank you Father for the life of Christ in me… together we do life inseparable and victorious. 

 Scripture: Hebrews 3:6; Deuteronomy 30:20; Proverbs 3:13-18; Jeremiah 31:33

Recipe for Change

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Sometimes I wonder if this mess… the thing about myself that gives me the most trouble every day… will ever change! But then I remember that years ago someone shared with me the key to change in my life. Although I don’t remember who gave me the recipe, I have never forgotten this nugget of insight.

Grace + Truth + Time = Change.

It’s such a simple recipe… just three ingredients, mix well and voila… you have change, right? But is it really that easy? I know for a fact that it’s not always easy… you can really hurt people by trying to say change is too easy. Some change is hard, extremely hard and painful as it happens. Yet it’s not impossible and the result of hard fought change is fulfilling and rewarding in amazing ways. You can also hurt people by trying to say change is too hard. Can a person really change? Are there things that a person cannot change? Sure there are! Physical elements such as gender and intelligence you cannot change. There are some things you can change and some things you can’t… there is wisdom and grace in knowing and accepting that.

Perhaps to fully understand the recipe for change we need to make sure we have all the ingredients. I’ll just tell you, you have them all at your disposal… grace and truth and time. They are available to everyone, given as a gift from God. And to those who surrender their lives to Jesus as Lord these ingredients are always and forever changing you… into the glory of God He created you to be. It’s like an empty pottery mixing bowl… patiently molded and crafted to the right shape and size, painted, glazed and fired to perfection but still missing something. It is still without any substance that brings glory to the one who crafted it.

You need to put something in the mixing bowl… mix well, knead and allow it to rise, then bake in the oven of life to produce the awesome smell and taste of a glorious creation. In Christ, that’s what is happening to you… Jesus came into that hallow place within you and brought grace and truth! Jesus, the one who came from the Father and made his dwelling among us is full of grace and truth. Jesus lives in you… and he is always working to produce change.

Jesus brings Grace…

What is grace? God’s grace is all at once 100% of His kindness, tolerance and patience shown toward each and every one of us. It works like this… I know my shortcomings, my failures and the things I just plain don’t like about myself. I’m my own best critic and worst enemy at times. Left to my own devises I will beat myself up and become buried in shame. Then Jesus comes in with grace… he tells me he loves and values me just the way I am.

Grace reminds me that no matter what I am up against… when I’m an exhausted, frustrated Mom of young children; an overweight, out of shape office worker addicted to sugar and TV; an impatient, critical wife in a quickly failing marriage; a hurt, angry daughter trying to deal with an aging parent… no matter what I am up against ~ Grace is essential in creating an environment that is right for change! On the basis of grace I can ease up on myself a little… maybe even a lot! Grace tells me that there is a reason for the struggles. Grace is love… God’s love for me just the way I am; it is also God loving me enough to not leave me that way! Grace tells me that it’s not me but Him who is making the change in me happen.

Jesus brings truth…

Truth is the essential ingredient that brings about change. Truth needs to be folded into my mind and heart and kneaded throughout my life. Truth begins to highlight areas of my life that I am hurting myself and hurting others. When truth comes in it challenges me! It exposes lies that I may have believed for decades… about myself, about others, about God. Truth corrects and protects… the Word of God comes in and says if I keep going the way I am going I will crash and get hurt. Truth makes change necessary, practical and most of all attainable.

Truth isn’t always comfortable… I see my shortcomings but that doesn’t mean I want anyone else, including God, exposing them. And when God comes in with His loving truth that contradicts the condemning lies I believe about myself, I’m really no happier. Truth isn’t natural to me… sometimes truth confuses me… truth can be frightening! That’s where time comes in!

Jesus gives us time…

Time gives the grace of Jesus, mixed with the truth He brings, the opportunity to work its way through my mind and heart and gradually bring change. In my life, time lets me see the things I need to change yet makes room for the fact that I can’t fix it that first day. Being given time is crucial to change!

Grace + Truth + Time… I believe everyone is doing the best they can with what they have! Some people may have a hard time with that statement… Jesus does not. The grace He brings into my relationship with Him assures me of that. Does that mean I can stay in the mess I see in some areas of my life today? No… truth brings a responsibility to surrender to the change God wants to make in me. But God gives me time! Time respects the need to build trust… to reshape my thinking… to discard old habits… and to feel good right where I am while God is changing me!

Prayer

Thank you Father for the awesome gift of Jesus and all he brings into my life! Such a simple and clear recipe for the change I desperately want to see happen in my life… everything I need is mine through Jesus! Help me experience the grace He brings. Help me give myself grace instead of the self-condemnation I can so easily slip into when I see my shortcomings. Help me experience and accept the truth of your Word. Balance grace and truth in my life so it brings about lasting change. Thank you Father that the time of my life is one continuous journey… with you loving, comforting and changing me every step of the way!

Scripture: John 1:14; Romans 2:4; Malachi 2:6; Ecclesiastes 3:1-12